ʜ ᴇ ᴏ ʟ s ᴛ ᴏ ʀ

As I write this, I’m sat on the train. But that doesn’t matter because I don’t have any internet and so I’ll have to copy and paste this from Word to my livejournal. But yes, I’m on the train – go me! Going home for a week or so to be spoilt – being spoilt for me is not defined by not having to buy my own shopping and having central heating in the house to keep me warm that goes off at appropriate times.

My head hurts and my legs ache. I had to run in order to catch my train because it’s a bitch and decides to be five minutes early. Ugh. Legs are so, so sore. I want a hot bath.

I look like a drowned rat, it was raining in Newcastle. But that’s okay, because I now own Maus and a new Doctor Who novel. God, I fucking love Forbidden Planet. I’d live in there if I could. I’d eat the shit posters for sustenance and burn all the Twilight merchandise for warmth. Mint. Sounds like a plan – who’s with me? Probably no one. No one likes Forbidden Planet. Well, apart from one person. Maybe I’ll ask him, and then he can have all the Batman comics he wants.

Ugh, just saw my reflection in the window, I look like shit. Hair everywhere, it’s still a bit damp. It smells like the rain, it smells nice. It mixes with my perfume and smells good. On a second glance, maybe I don’t look too bad. My nose is a little shiny, but I don’t think my eyeliner or mascara has run – no, I don’t think I look that bad.

The food trolley is right beside me. They have bottles of wine. Tempted. Very tempted.
It’s dark outside. I don’t know where I am, not home yet anyways. Somewhere Inbetween. I’m stuck in the Inbetween.

.. this bra makes my chest look freaking huge. I could balance a bottle or something..

Everyone seems to have a can of Stella. I want one. Not really, I’ll settle for Strongbow and black. Or some wine. I’ll be your best friend forever if you give me wine.

I wonder if I’m nearly home yet. Better shut this thing down. Might write some more later. Ho hum.

Later. <3

I’m home.

And, I love this song.

There is love in your body but you can't hold it in
It pours from your eyes and spills from your skin
Tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks
And the kindest of kisses break the hardest of hearts

There is love in your body but you can't get it out
It gets stuck in your head, won't come out of your mouth
Sticks to your tongue and shows on your face
That the sweetest of words have the bitterest taste

Darling heart, I loved you from the start
But you'll never know what a fool I've been
Darling heart, I loved you from the start
But that's no excuse for the state I'm in