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Craig Garland. 1990 - 2007.
Three years today and I still can't believe you're gone.
My only regret was not knowing you as well as I should have. I wished I had spent more time with you. To be fair, I had more to do with you than all the others - but I wish it was more. I failed to realise how much of a good person you were until you were gone. But I can't change that now, I can't go back in time.
The only moments I have will be the only ones I can keep. And I know I'll look back on them and laugh. Because they were fun moments; they were good little moments that only showed me how much of a good lad you were.
I still ask why it was you, because I know and everyone else knows how much of a brilliant person you were and still are. You had all the time in the world for everyone and anyone. You shouldn't have gone. You were such a good person and would cheer up anyone's day. People like you shouldn't leave us so early.
Things aren't quite the same without you. It felt like you leaving us signified the end of everything I once knew. I don't quite think it can go back to how it once was and that makes me sad. I hope you're not sad, we'll keep going I suppose.
I hope you're having fun wherever you might be. Hope you're still taking care of grandma too!
We miss you.
xoxo
Three years today and I still can't believe you're gone.
My only regret was not knowing you as well as I should have. I wished I had spent more time with you. To be fair, I had more to do with you than all the others - but I wish it was more. I failed to realise how much of a good person you were until you were gone. But I can't change that now, I can't go back in time.
The only moments I have will be the only ones I can keep. And I know I'll look back on them and laugh. Because they were fun moments; they were good little moments that only showed me how much of a good lad you were.
I still ask why it was you, because I know and everyone else knows how much of a brilliant person you were and still are. You had all the time in the world for everyone and anyone. You shouldn't have gone. You were such a good person and would cheer up anyone's day. People like you shouldn't leave us so early.
Things aren't quite the same without you. It felt like you leaving us signified the end of everything I once knew. I don't quite think it can go back to how it once was and that makes me sad. I hope you're not sad, we'll keep going I suppose.
I hope you're having fun wherever you might be. Hope you're still taking care of grandma too!
We miss you.
xoxo
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